eleen.KYLE
i AM who i am.
no one can change me for the way i am.
no one but ME.
eileen.there are times i wish i dont exist. YET. i'm glad i do.
Friday, October 20, 2006

after class.
went town.
with cheryl, josh, moses, lene, jeremy, sheena, limjian, kenneth, eugene.
only moses and josh got to take pics la.
think the rest of us didnt have the chance.
urgh.
die.
3 more rolls.
dont know can make it not.
but we had fun la.
lene went off as soon as we reached orchard
-.-
went to cine.
walked around.
uhh.
went for dinner at long john's.
then pooling at k-pool at cine.
haha,
quite fun.
hmm yup.
on the way home.
walking towards somerset mrt,
jeremy and sheena's sis, yvette, got birdshit.
lol.
poor things.
imagine how gross la.
hahaha.
yup.
basically quite a fun day.
although we were supposed to take pics.
but only moses and josh took.
*groans*
die.
lol.

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she's sad.
he still cant forget his HER.
and she's helping him
either to get HER back,
or forget HER and get another good girl.
either way.
there's no SHE in the picture.

she knows that.
but she's still helping him.
to let go and back into the reality.
she cant bear to see him so sad.
she'll rather him be happy.
even if it means there's another girl.

she knows.
in his heart,
there's no SHE.
and she will never BE there.
in his heart.

she ponders,
if she should just give up.
but then,
she decided,
to just love him silently.
and help him get his happiness.
while she's in total darkness.
maybe its best for both, she thinks.
just maybe.

she knows,
there will never be a picture of them.
yet she's helping him to paint a picture,
of him, and another HER.

she cries silently.
but just wishes,
for him to be happy.
and smile like he used to.

is this what she wants,
she thinks.
for him to be happy.
while she's suffering sadly.

she dont know.
she dont know what to do.
and whats right anymore.
she just dont.
all she knows now,
is for him to be happy.

she knows her heart is broken.
but he dont.
and maybe he never will know.
that this girl somewhere,
helping him get his happiness.
this girl who loves him secretly.
secretly yet deeply.


me_________`e-leen *
1:26 AM


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.temasek polytechnic.
.interior architecture and design.

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